♥ Cory

SORRY!

2007-01-23T00:02:00.000+08:00

okayyyyy.
so i really did go back on my words. )))):

but, really, i forgot. ._.

aft sch, stayed bck to do the geography's panel at the back.
till quite late.

they were very punctual aft their 10-min lunch!

'CORYYYYYYYYYYY, WHICH COLOUR YOU WANT?!'
'CORYYYYYYYYYYY, HOW TO DO?!'
'CORYYYYYYYYYYY' this 'CORYYYYYYYYYY' that.

ohmygod.

quite satisfied at the end-product.
i did help painting and the sticking-on.
so proud of myself and my art. xP

of course, everyone did something.
poor andrew ran up and down for quite few times.

but you guys can't bear to bully a donald duck, can you? T.T
(there's really smth wrng wif me and my voice )

and my grp leader said that our globe looks like _______.
i can finally see how mature sec3 guys are.
HAHAH.

i'm starting to like my group!
earth note 2, jiayou bah ._.
be the last group to survive. (:

please let sc be good! (:

2007-01-20T19:13:00.000+08:00

in a very uncomfortable position now):
but nvrmind!
it shall be over soon.
i wna revise lahs! i dun quite get biology. ):

going bck on sc on monday.
hmm.
expecting glances and diaos from people liao. so, it's okay lah(:
what can i still expect from them after slacking for so long? hahah.
well, at least, it's better late than never.
it just seems that i've been enlightened suddenly because i don't want to grow up, look back and regret ):

just hope that the people, or in particular, SHE, will not compare my attitude in both 'ccas' and speak bad of me, about not having the qualities of being a leader.
that's not for you to say, girl. -.-
i hate her attitude. she's very rudeee. and she thinks she's my boss? LOLOL.(:
if she's really my boss in the future, i'd rather quit and starve on my own man.
to hell with her.
i think i've told some who SHE is le bah.(:
not my sec2 class one, so yepp. those who know are close to me!! xD i miss 2e2! hahah.

although we all gather back at the old usual table during our same recess times (on certain days only),
but it seems lyk we don't really have common topics to talk about le ye. ):
i miss the girls and the laughters. LOLOL.

and i really feel sorry for being absent for so long.
seems lyk i've seriously let my head down uh.
but nvrmind(:
as i've said, BETTER LATE THAN NEVER! ((:

and, chemistry has let me down again.
2nd time i kena scolding was because i was late for a chem prac.
everyone's already gathered outside the classroom when i rushed in with pik.
but the teacher didn't really make clear of where we've been and just chided us.
HELLO. I WENT TO THE TOILET FOR SOME URGENT BUSINESS. -.-
3rd time, i didn't kena scolding! it was because i was unhappy!!
to think i studied quite hardly for the chem test, and mdm azlin postponed it to monday.

ARGH.
PAY ME BACK!
MY SLEEP, MY CONCENTRATION IN CLASSES.
nearly dozed off and was quite ZzZzzzzzz during mr zhang's lessons.
):
it shouldn't be this way lah!!
'cause i support LAO ZHANG (:

i also missing ms chiau le!
that morning, when i went to find ms cheng,
i saw ms chiau as she came out of the staffroom,
she was like, 'GUI HUA(my chi name-.-)!!!! WO HAO XIANG NIAN NI MEN OH. JIAO BU DAO NI MEN LE..'
and she came forward to sorta 'hug' me.
i know it's abit exagerrated. but.. yahs. it's the truth!
hope ms chiau can still be happy teaching the other class eh. =p

yepppp.
lastly,
i hope i can still stand strong in my new year's resolutions(:
studies are the most important to me right now, especially in this year when strong foundations must be built and when i'm sitting for my chinese Os with my fellow 2e2-ians(:
so.. i'm hope you're getting this down(:
couldn't find any other better ways of hinting bck, because.. i'm dumb? (:

i want a good best friend, not bf :D

furthermore,
i still dan dan de xi huan one person. LOLOL.(:

okay, gotta rush!
BIO, HERE I COME! :D

school's BETTER.

2007-01-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

mwahahaha.
i'm so happy.
cos i'm very hyper,
and healthy.((((:

decided to blog.
cos very memorable mahs.

yesterday, aft i blogged,
i went for tuition and came back with 2 boxes of chocolate biscuits.
then ate both straight at one go then slept.

after i woke up,
i ended up with a really terrible sore throat.
far worse from the one i was already having in the morning. ))))):
so sadddddddd.

but still went to meet earnie and pau for the hw session.
was sitting in mac, yet had to stop myself from rushing to the counter.
HOW SADDDDDDDDD.

after that,
totally had no mood about shopping around,
because i was feeling really cold,
and after i went home,
i wrapped myself in socks, blanket, jacket... but it still doesn't work!! ):

felt really feverish & hot.
kept sleeping, didn't even finish a bit of homework.
sighhhhhh.

so had to drag myself from my parents' bed back to my own bed.
and cried.
cause i really don't wanna get sick. T.T
not during schooldays lah!

then then, the next morning, i woke up.
I'M OKAY. ((:
feeling quite happy althou i had no voice.
but don't know why, throughout the school day, my voice began to recover.
and now I CAN TALK FREELY LE.
YEAHHHHHH! ((((:

madness, but true.
wahahah.
so maybe must thank pik arh. (:
pik's my sitting partner cum my les! wahahah.
love makes the world go round. erm, nvrmind. =.="

and hor,
i very bu shuang during chem today luh.
it's not my fault that i didn't bring my chem tb leh!
the 'cher doesn't know i sick still talk. T.T
(you expect someone so sick to pack her bag properly?! nvrmindddddddddd)

she's like so arrogant.
can't stand it.

i feel so wei qu.
even thou i'm the one at fault lahhhh.
but, i don't really see why can't she be like the other teachers, just talk talk with those faces which have a little smile on them?
bleahhhhhhhh.

i just hope she won't make me lose my interest in my most fave subject,
chemistry!
i don't like fierce teachers. )))):

school , sleep, stress

2007-01-14T09:15:00.000+08:00

sigh.
have to pangseh my geography group for my tuition. ):
sorry!! ):

need to do a maths before mon.
don't wanna disappoint my very nice cher with the blank sheets of ppr.(:
also don't wanna lag behind the class.

yesterday, went for leo seminar.
at lions home for the elders (toa payoh).

the other time we went thr for the meeting,
we reached really late.
this time,
we reached REALLY EARLY.

-.-
what a drastic change.

we reached there 1 hour before the actual thing lehhh.
but, it's not exactly boring there.(:

second stupid thing was that
me and shiqi wrote our house add instead of the club we belong to,
because they wrote 'address', so we thought....
OMFG. ):

yup, after the seminar,
went out for some snacks.
now my hunger began to come back, all at one go. -.-
chatted wif qianyin, shili and shiqi. yeahhhh. i like (:

oooh.
and theres a lion whos damn cute (:
very cheerful, active that kinda thing.

he suddenly brought me ovr and intro-ed me to the special guest (some Great lion from Malaysia) as the youngest leo president.
hahahaha.
didn't have time to react, know.
but the actual fact is that..
im not the only youngest leo pres.. thou i reallyyyy wish i am. ):
lolol. still got 2 others too.

so, yahs...
and then the leo forum is really CONFIRMED CONFIRMED CONFIRMED on..
1st-3rd June.
Penang! ((((:

must go ah!!
(if not, sec4 can't go le)

and,
really need to catch up on my studies
& sleep le.

lagging )))):

free+ fixed (:

2007-01-12T20:16:00.000+08:00

okay.
entry retyped for the second time (:

just returned from some homework + cca openhouse.
WOO.

to say in terms of commitment and work done,
this should be my very FIRST participation in cca openhouse.
cause' i remembered last year, i went off halfway because i had some stuffs to do.
awwww. i missed that part.
but this year's really meaningful to me lah.

i may sound abit dumb here,
but who cares.. :D
i feel very satisfied able to project my voice loud and to come up with a speech to describe leoclub.
yepppp(:
managed to get a few parents interested. my god.
when i saw the parents smiling and nodding towards me when i explained at the front, my heart was already flying to the clouds,
when they asked me questions abt leoclub, my heart and my soul flew BEYOND the clouds already lahhh. lolol.

feel so great to introduce to others your passion.(:
pass it on pass it on~~

and through this,
after explaining to them my cca, my passion for my cca has also grown stronger.
yayness.
i realise what i was doing was so meaningful.
T.T
(with additional motivation from the cca assembly talk. where we did the fundraising for cambodia orphanage)

mannn. getting too high.

oh yah.
i MUST also really THANK to those LEOS who have been staying back with me for almost everyday since weeks ago to prepare for this cca openhouse.

althou some of the classes didn't get to come to our openhouse because they missed their schedule, but nevermind (:
at least we managed to influence SOME from the other classes too(:

for the things they've done:
-painting the banner
-cleaning up / rearranging the LEO room
-flyers
*doorgifts

to explain abt the doorgifts' part, i must really thank the people listed below man!
because we did 330 copies of the bookmark.
AND, the lions are really VERY hard to cut.
trust me.

while we were rushing the doorgifts,
some of us got our hands swollen and really red, while the others, like me, paste glue paste until... you guys know(:
though we didn't manage to finish the doorgifts in school, we brought them home to cut over the weekend!

the lion + the cutting are all done by LEOS.
wooo! so proud(:

if you think it's a very easy job,
try cutting 330 pieces of a circle.
i don't think you'll have the patience.
let alone, 330 pieces of a lion where the mane is really very detailed and the tail...
you don't need me to explain, do you?

so yup,
thanks manymanyMANYYY to:
especially jieying, jennifer, glynis, adelyn, qiangyi.
xiwei, lili, aileen, naqibah, qiuyin.
and ME! (:

i did it (:

Dumb lizards!

2007-01-07T18:25:00.000+08:00

one day,
when i rule the world,
i gonna ban all those who keep lizards as pets from earth, so they gonna stay in mars or venus, or other planets,
and kill and eliminate all the evil lizards.

stupid lizard. stupid lizard. STUPID LIZARD!

while i was doing my sudden spring cleaning just now,
everything seemed fine.. and really quite okay to tidy.
except some stupid schoolbags which are infested with ants.
wth lah.
but i threw them away MYSELF. :D

so...
just when i thought i was brave enough to overcome all the problems in life(lolol),
a stupid lizard suddenly appeared and i FREAKED out lah.

after 'regaining my senses',
i tried to scare it away. but it just stared blanky at me. -.-

so instead of the lizard running away from me,
i ran away from the lizard and told my brother to get a cloth to cover up that area.
so ewwwwww.

but now,
i took it out cause' my mother said it gonna be a really cosy home and shelter for that lizard,
and i so not gonna let IT have just such a GOOOOOD life.

damn.
now i don't even know where it is.

all i know it's lurking somewhere around in my darling bedroom.
:((

in case you think i'm making a big fuss over a small matter,
i hate lizards, i fear lizards,
of all the things on earth.

but.
at least, this is the most meaningful thing i've ever done in my weekend.
cause' i've been slacking terribly,
and i didn't even revise a shit.

:(

Torturing, stressful days ahead

2007-01-04T21:02:00.000+08:00

SIGHHHH.

- online only because i've leo stuffs to attend to. (because i feel that i shouldn't be online when everyone else ain't. as often.)
- i'm so stressed out by the 2nd day of school already.

i'm not stressed because of competition now.
seriously, but because the teachers are TOO perfect to be MINE.
as in, our teachers. ):

on the bright side,
they're good because they can help us achieve distinctions fairly easily,
but,
on the dark side,
it means that you've to be damnnnnn hardworking and live up to their expectations, and also live up to the first class's name.

but i don't deny that there's still a feeling of satisfaction when teachers come in and speak of 3e1 as the best class and the school relying on us to get distinctions.

T.T

and the thing is,
those in 3e1 and 2e2(2006) ain't really close with me nor that funny ones.
so, life's extremely borringgggg, except times when me and les zi-high or when we eat under our table.

today, we bought a packet of milo.. something, packet of ribena sweets and those suanmei candies.
woo!
just enough to last us through the lessons aft recess,
or maybe we don't really need them during some lessons.
like, a maths! (:
beginning to like the teacher already! hahas. she'll help you and will give you the solution i think?(: i understand her teachings lah. and she doesn't go that fast.
although on the first lesson, she began to bombard us with those cheeeeeeeem mathematics formulas which me and pik took at least few seconds to digest.

chemistry and english ain't as boring as i've thought,
because we don't need to start lessons this week.
YAYYYNESSSS!(:

-mdm azlin isn't that boring, actually.
but... you never know, during theory lessons.

and today,
the saddest thing that hit upon everyone of us who take higher chinese is that..

WE'RE SEPERATED!!

sobs!! ):
after chem, me and pik was like, 'yayyyy!!!!!! finalllyyyyy they coming over le! woohoooooo!!!'.
cause you know, my class's pretty quiet too, and i don't really know the 2 boys behind me, and sophie's in another row and we don't really have a common topic.

but after that,
after those from 2e2'06 began to come in,
then zhang lao shi (or lao zhang) said that only 3e1 ppl are supposed to stay in 3e1 for hcl.

WA LAO.
ruined my mood.
although i'm still quite happy because lao zhang smilesmile, my mood brightbright.
LOLOL.
(i can never see my fellow frds again in 2e2'06 except our lectures tgt in the ava! ): )

and lao zhang today very cute.
he started the introduction and the lesson by telling / giving us a poem.

then we all like, diaozzzz~ (ms chiau won't de luh! she's more cheerful that kinda thing..)
then later he said today no need study, we slack,
then we all diaozzzz more. (then what for he tell us the poem?! :p)

then later,
he told us our horoscope for this year. how it is and stuffs lah.
then ask, can believe?
everyone said no, but i nodded a YESSS. some some parts lah.

then he went on to say, those who believe are fuqian.
then why zhang laoshi who printed that not fuqian also? ):

bleargh.
shit.(:

hmm,
enough abt my class.

had a terrible day today.
because 3/4 of the day was spent in agony and pain.
as my stomach began to have cramps.
i think i walked too fast in the morning to school. :p as if.
but the 1/4 was saved, i think, by the leos! heheh.
specifically, piggybang (the usual 4) .
cos' they made me laughhhhh my pain away.

THANKS! :D
and for the banner and the flyers too.
- very grateful

gtg.
i still have stuffs to do.
and a maths homework to cope with.

*pants heavily*
*sighs heavily*

it's not even near the end of 2 yrs YET.

yv-afterglow

2006-12-31T11:08:00.000+08:00

didn't blog last night,
cause i reached home at around 1120plus,
which is like the latest time i reached home with just friends ever,
and went straight to tv for JACKYWU(:
then straight to lalaland. lolol.

anw,
i didn't tear ytd during afterglow lehhh.(:
maybe the atmosphere wasn't sad,
or maybe they didn't want it to be sad.

they asked for participants to join team V.
it's not that i don't want, or have totally NO interest in it,
but.....
i don't think i can commit myself to all the activities before June.
because I must study for my chinese Os mah.
cause i'm like so english, so i have to work extra harder for chinese lah. lol.
and i may have to work even harder beyond june for the rest of my Os.
haiiiii.
not long way k! less than 2 years, more than 1 year to study 4 years de work.
=p
of course, i'm not like starting REVISION now. hahh.

anyway,
after the afterglow,
we went out of SMU to take pix. yeahhh.
then we headed to PS where we all split up to have our dinner as the group was really too biggggggg.
me, adeline, qinfang and esther had dinner at MOS burger.
cause kfc was filled, mac was out, burger king already had a large group of yv people...
foodcourt wasn't in our sight.. or was it? hahah. not sure(:
then after dinner, went to the Purple Lights (building).

had my regret in life there.
well, not really regret..
because it's just one of many of those feelings i've had in my life-- regret.
but i seriously don't want to have any more regrets in studies and leo le luh.
so either way, i've to sacrifice it lah. lol.

at first,
the biggg group played 3,5-up.
forfeit was to drink that big bottle of syrup left over from the afterglow.
like, ewwww. so disgusting lah.
didn't play a few rounds cause' i scared i kena.

then later, they changed to truth and dare.
this time, no way to say NO because it's stupid if you still don't know how to play this game lahhh.
and i just have that instinct that i'll kena luh.
and i really kena.
THRICE SOMEMORE?!
tian li he zai ahhhhh??? :'(
but, one of those 3 times was taken by qinfang, cause when she was on the phone, they said it was her, but i'm very sure it was pointing to me. =p
then nevermind, you fu tong xiang, you nan tong dang mahhh. ><

so my remaining 2 times, i chose truth. cause i don't want to like, go to the road to shout something, or do the yvip cheer from farawayyyy.. you never know what will happen with them, i admit. T.T hahah. first time- SOP, which means Standard something Procedure? which means the standard answer. anyone i like in that circle? i said, no lah. REGRET! then anyone i admire in the whole yv? to be safe, i said, VICK. cause' he's the chairman and that way he smiles for photos is like rabbit luh. so funny lah. ;p second time- nothing much to ask, because i chose truth again. ;p luckily, they didn't like.. ask those pervertic questions cos i'll be like paisehhh. hahah. anyone in this circle or in the whole yv that is your type of guys? not necessary you like him. then..... SECOND REGRET~ i said, edward! edward isn't that bad lah. but he's not the answer in my heart what. ): but they both have the same personality-- HUMOUROUS. for the 2 answers, i really wanted to blurt out blah. but sorry, i don't have the courage to. and probably, we won't be seeing each other anymore? since i won't go back to yv le. then after that, some girls had to leave, cause of their curfews. then he also went off with his group of friends. that's when darius came in and talked to adeline about his personal stuffs. but he's really open lah, kinda admire him for that as he doesn't want to hide anything that he doesn't feel for anymore. and me, and qinfang and esther went to kpo lah. hmmm. fun to listen to other people's stuffs. =.= lol. then later, we were told to join the others in the mini circle. and to tell ghost stories. geeees. don't talk abt it le..(: after that, the comm went off. then we also went off, when we were supposed to wait for EDWARD. that uncle. LOLOL. walked down orchard and stuffs. saw edward. blah blah. continue to walk down lah. but later, some of the remanining yv girls had their curfews really tight on them already. so everyone left with them tgt. and we went on a trip on the north-south line (red) , sending everyone off. whooo(: i know edward was like making my ponytail (it's no longer a pig's tail. whooo~), and tapping on my left shoulder, but i didn't respond much. cause tapping on left shoulder means GOOD LUCK, and making my ponytail means it's cute wad. (ew!) and i'm not really that SCARED liao. although during the time when they talked abt those stuffs, gary was behind preena waiting to scare her, and i can see him clearly, i still screamed when esther & preena screamed. freakkkkkkkked me out ): cause very sudden, and esther's scream also shocked me. HAHHAH. stupid girl -.-" school's reopening le. gtg. going to my godma's house, for new year's gathering. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! (:

since it's already new year eve,
i might as well blog abt this year.
(which gonna make my whole family late, but for the sake of youuuuuu, blogggiee, i'll stand strong!! -.-")

this year,
was really a wonderful year.
because i scored very good grades,
alot better than those in sec1.
very happy.(:

closer to alot more friends.
like glynis and gang,
and earnie and gang, and of course, LESSSS!
althou me and les had a fight at the end of the year,
but we still managed to like patch.

2 years of friendship isn't easy lah!
hope to maintain them even in 3e1(:

i'm not afraid to lose the friendship of glynis and gang, and les,
because les in my class,
and gly they all are in leoclub!
weee(:

but pau and earnie...
sigh.
i know we're not really that close le.
i suggest we seriously should find a day when allll of us are free to chillll out and chatttt whatever we really feel deep inside lah.
but it's so hard!!!

yaaaa.
that's all i can think of now.

and my new year's resolutions!!

--
STUDY VERY VERY HARDDDDDDD(:
for my chinese Os, my triple sciences, my double maths, my languages(eng and HCL), my geog elect and my ss.
basically, for everything lah. =p

IGNOREEEEEEEE ADULT PERSONAL STUFFS.
which means love love kinda thing.
because love's such a complicated thing i, a simple-minded fool cannot fathom (:
but if i still have crushes, i know it's natural as that's the stage of growing up,
but to remind myself not to get too OVERRR.

DO MY VERY BEST FOR LEOCLUB.
till June when i step down as a pres.(:
saw ade's blog. wanted me to be more fierce.
i don't like to be fierce. as in, what's the point?
i don't like people to say i attitude lahhh.
but nevermind~
WILL STILL TRY MY BEST FOR LEO LEO LEO.

anddddddd,
really hope to meet dup with yv friends again eh?
-adeLINE, darius, esther, edward, Ellie, rai, yinfong, caiying, leeping, muhaimin, farhan, nas..
blah blah blah lah. k(:

plant the seed,

grow with passion!

SICK

2006-12-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

my comp loves me.
i quite love my comp.

and, both of us are sick at the same time.

--
logging off.

checking for more viruses+
watching xiaogui and xiaozhu on ch U [yu le bai fen bai]
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

BYE!